For you to get some, you will have to be an idiot. The some or very smart people that manage to get their hands on some are quite fortunate as well as less informed about the disaster that will definitely follow. I know this for a fact that situations can change with a single word. The desire to change the following events has a tendency to overcome all the basic human need. I can start on a completely useless note but on my way to get some the application of the best kept secrets in the history of mankind, I can change the time, rate and place at which I get some.

If it possible to fully love a guy the way I love my girlfriend, I would love my baby's brother. Since when he got his teeth knocked out at the game I have been at his side from dawn to dusk and I have protected him from the worst, while delivering him to the best of the situations in life. Its an odd fact that you can love someone and tease them as well but making sure he has his braces in before he leaves the house and taking them out before going to bed, just goes to prove to the rest of the world that he means a lot to me.

Being in love is different from knowing you are in love the big difference is that there is something you can do about it
But the other is that there is absolutely nothing you can do about it, which is a shame, seeing the fact that you get ill with one and you just feel fine with the other and there is a great sense of absence and frustration between you and your mind. First it starts with you separating your mind from your body, then having a useless debate about who is right and who is wrong, the result always turns out to be, your mind is always right and you are wrong, but that is still not the problem do you know why?. Ok first you have decided that you should say how you feel be it good or bad, you practice for hours in front of a mirror and with each practice run you come closer to your point and never seem to get there except for the one in a million chances that you get, and when you miss that, there goes your lottery ticket for the 5 million pounds lottery draw that afternoon.
Don't loose hope yet the world has not ended (yet), so you get back on that crazy horse called love and ride into a bush because there was never a sunset to ride into. I can see that you have lost all faith and all determination for the will to live plus the fact that you can tell the one who loves you, shows that there was never a cheese on your crackers in the first place, realising that what you have been eating is not oyster it is the bullshit that you have been feed when you were told you were in love. The most interesting thing is that after the revelation of love doesn't exist and you are alone in this love forsaken world, it will be too late to say sorry and you will be all alone again. There goes the end of one disaster and the beginning another disaster - something that is meant to be good and existing called adulthood.

Signin out
John